So, I’m not planning on attending any rallies tomorrow.  Because I’m exhausted and so stressed my back muscles haven’t unknotted in months and I have a chronic headache from it and I. Can’t do it. Instead am going to be going to an amusement park.  For the first time since I was 13.  Because I was assaulted by a strange man in one of the ride lines and took a while to get over it.  But fuck it I loved roller coasters, I haven’t been on one since then, and I’m super excited. But also stressed.  Life is just.  A lot rn.