looooool i forgot the absolute bowel-watering terror that is living with my mom. like. just how bad she can get when she’s in a mood. last week was scary but she just yanked a bunch of pots and pans out of the cabinet and is throwing them around the kitchen and earlier i had to get food for the rat which meant walking in there while she was frustrated with the stuff she was trying to cook and she had put the rats bowl away somewhere i couldn’t find it so i had to ask her and i went upstairs and literally almost fainted because  it was so much relief when i shut my door but then i had to go feed sister’s rats so i had to go back out and now she’s in the living room and she sounds mad and i dont THINK she’ll come in here but im completely terrified and literally contemplating crawling under my bed to hide  as a 23 year old adult that’s how scared i am