eating disorder tw – konekorambles

well this is fun. maybe not as recovered as i thought i was. and that’ll teach me to mind the tags on the fics i read. i was hungry but now i feel nauseated by the thought of eating. im just positive im stronger than this, i can make myself eat, ive been doing it for 7 years now, but theres still that tiny thought that resisting eating is stronger and if i want to prove im strong i wont eat. aaaggghhhhh fuuuucckkkkk ill manage this i probably will eat tonight and if i dont ill make sure to eat breakfast fuckkkkkkk this is the strongest the compulsions been recently and ickickick badbadbadbad