nothing like trying to fight an eating disorder relapse in a house with 1) mother who thinks that <1000 calories per day is a good diet and keeps trying to make you follow it and 2) the thirteen year old brother who not only is sticking to the <1000cal/day but is also on a self imposed zero fat zero sugar diet.

Bonus points for enforced “family meal times” when you can watch the brother check the ingredients of everything to make sure he does not accidentally consume a fat and mother taking pictures of everything on her phone so she can keep track of her calorie intake 😀

Weird request but can someone please tell me to eat? Currently able to come up with lots of reasons I shouldn’t and no reason I should and flailing about in the “I don’t deserve to eat anyway” place