bairnsidhe:

owlsofstarlight:

paintmeahero:

symmetraismygf:

the athiesm of women/people of color/lgbt people is absolutely different than the athiesm of cishet white men and i feel like people forget that a lot

how?

Don’t have spoons for long explanation – also this is only speaking for christianity – but religion has been a force of oppression for women, people of color, and lgbt+ people and the rejection of the religion is often coupled with the rejection of how religion treats them.

I’ll also say that abuse survivors are included in this because it is a reaction to and an attempt to reconcile how (christian) god would allow abuse to happen.

For straight white men atheism is usually rooted in intellectual and rational superiority complexes. It’s a “i am more rational and intelligent than you, how can you believe in something so obviously fake” thing as opposed to a reaction to a societal institution that upholds their oppression and abuse.

Women, PoC, Queer people, immigrants, trauma survivors, etc:  How can I believe in something that teaches you to be cruel?  How can I trust the books that tell me of peace and love, when you use your faith to hurt me?  How can a loving god allow [insert injustice of the day]?

White Men: I, as an Intellectual, eschew silly superstitions that say I might, someday, after my death, face one (1) single consequence.

things i need

tx-828:

obli-wan-kenobli:

  • bloopers of star wars: the clone wars the animated series like pixar movies

please consider:

  • ahsoka and rex bursting into laughter in the same scene over and over again
  • r2-d2 falling down a flight of stairs and cursing in binary
  • anakin coming in and doing a perfect serious/emotional take, then walking out with a stupid sign taped to his back
  • fives and echo trying to trade parts
  • obi wan pulling disapproving faces in the background of anakin’s scenes
  • “ahsoka that’s not in the script” “what’s not” “the kissing. you’re not supposed to kiss her. it’s not in the script” “i was improving the script”
  • clone extras getting caught using their iphones in the background
  • five entire minutes of jar jar ruining scenes and destroying sets
  • padme forgetting her lines in long senate speeches or flirting sessions and making stuff up
  • ahsoka and anakin leaning back and forth and making their own sound effects inside the twilight
  • ventress accidentally smacking an extra in the face while gesturing and going “OMIGOD I’M SO SORRY”

  • obi wan wandering into scenes he’s not supposed to be in
  • mace windu showing up for a jedi council scene wearing a hawaiian shirt 
  • everyone making their own video diaries about the stupid shenanigans they get into behind the scenes
  • yoda forgetting his lines and speaking in normal english
  • anakin actually hitting dooku with his plastic lightsaber on accident 
  • ahsoka crying real tears and getting overwhelmed filming the scene when she leaves the order bc she’s also leaving the show 

So in the last 24 hours I have:

  • Had multiple rat crises develop and make me late to work
  • Had my last shift at the hotel ever which is good but also almost three years of predictability is gone
  • Had a good last check in (a 102 year old woman and her large happy supportive family)
  • Called six vet offices to get sister’s rat in
  • Had caffeine
  • Took sister’s rat in for an exam and then medicated her and now we just have to hope she makes it through the night and the antibiotics kick in before we leave on tuesday
  • Tried to nap
  • Combination of caffeine and nap has my entire body like ???????????? at me
  • Dinner out for brother’s birthday
  • Tried other brother’s rum and coke and discovered that alcohol still tastes like death and makes me nauseous
  • No I don’t know why I still try it when I know what the outcome is every single time
  • In twelve hours cute raptor center girl is coming over to go the the renfest again tomorrow
  • Help

emotional troubleshooting

anxietyproblem:

checklist (start here):

  • are you: tired?
  • hungry?
  • dehydrated?
  • have you taken your meds?
  • have you had enough socialisation?
  • or enough alone time?
  • do you feel grimy/dirty/greasy/uncomfortable?

ideas for sensory comforting:

  • sitting in warm sunlight
  • walking bare foot on grass
  • sucking on a hard candy
  • chewing gum
  • listen to white noise
  • take a shower in the dark
  • lay under a heavy blanket(s)

important stuff:
What you’re feeling is valid. If you can name it then you can get closer to controlling it. Is it a healthy feeling? Where’s it coming from/what triggered it? What can you do about the source to help the feeling pass or eliminate the issue?